這輩子長相廝守的人

尋尋覓覓，終於讓我遇見你

是什麼福氣讓我可以遇見那麼好的你

是什麼命運讓我獨自一人享受你所有的愛

此時此刻

我好想你....

20170822 A Day I Will Never Forget

好久不見，真的好久好久沒寫部落格了，感覺這裡快要被遺棄了...
但是今天，今天，我想要記得今天發生的事情。

這是我第三次收到他送的花喔，但🌹花卻是第一次 ✌️

（前兩次都是畢業典禮才給我花的）

下午，他告訴我他要去學校繳東西，

而我開車載他媽媽去醫院複診，然後再去他妹妹家。

一切一切都和往常沒什麼不一樣，

但吃完晚餐後他妹突然叫我們全部到她房間看她的結婚照，

她跟我說小乖之前一直說要看，所以想說這次就拿出來給她看，

我也真的一點都沒有懷疑。

在房間看照片，然後和小孩子一起看巧虎時，

突然他妹從外面進來房間。

然後叫我們全部出來

其實我知道他到他妹家了，但我以為他是要給小乖什麼，所以叫她出去。

然後我就順便湊合八卦跟著出去看一下。

房外一片黑暗，然後我們慢慢走到客廳。

一直在找他在哪裡，

然後他默默的開了廚房的門從裡面，

一手拿著🌹，一手拿著蛋糕出來。

最好笑的是，看到蛋糕時我以為是誰的生日，

然後看到🌹，我以為他要慶祝母親節。

然後他一直走向我、看著我，

那一刻，我是真的愣掉了

不知道要給什麼反應，心裏只是在想他到底要幹嘛，

為什麼在那麼多人面前，我該給什麼反應等等。。

才發現，

原來當一個男生在求婚的時候說真的，你真的完全不知道他到底說了什麼，

頭腦真的是一片空白，

要不是有影片，我想我應該真的記不起來他到底當時告訴了我什麼事情。😳

那時候的他穿著西裝，但是我！！

一臉憔悴的素顏，還是一身的邋遢裝，

想到自己的樣子還真的是臉歪掉

所以為了以後不會後悔，

我們決定回家之後，

畫一點妝、換上好看一點的衣服再拍照一次！

 說真的，那個花真的超級重！

恭喜你，求婚成功囉！～

我喜歡這個假掰照😂

還有這個，今天新買的櫃子。

當然，謝謝你啦！

雖然戒子是我們一起去選的，

因為本來就打算要註冊了，

但是沒想到你準備了一個驚喜的求婚給我～

謝謝你所做的一切，

我很喜歡，

當然也包括你。

雖然總覺得送花很浪費，但真的很漂亮！<3

最後當然還有求婚戒指的近照啦 呵呵～

完畢！

20170822，這一天，平凡但卻又特別的一天

謝謝你，寶貝

韓語歌

其實曾經我也一度沈迷於韓文歌，
想想那是多久以前的事情了。 2011年、2012年～
那時候我也和其他人一樣，不斷的追新的團體、新的kpop。。
幾乎那兩年的所有韓文歌我都會。。

但後來，我不聽了。
我曾經說過在聽一首歌時候，你會把當下的心情也跟著紀錄在歌曲裡面。
因此當我和他分手之後我更加不再聽任何的韓文歌，

當你明白裡面的歌詞意思時，
當我想起很多過往的時候，
我會很心疼，因為我把所有的感情都封鎖在裡面。
永遠都不想再去碰到那一塊。




最近，某些機緣下，
看到電視裡播的什麼btop團體的新歌，
不知道為什麼當我聽到這首歌的時候，
好多回憶湧上來
可能我真的覺得韓文歌的曲風很像
或者那首歌真的就是名副其實的kpop

我記起了很多事情，或許我從來就不曾忘記


나 너없이 살 수 없다고 생각 했다
다시 내 품에 안겨 준다고 생각했다
다시 너를 놓지 않았다고 생각했다

많은 옛날 추억이 내 머리속에 나타낸다
잊지 못한다, 아니, 잊지 않을 것이다
영원히 우리만에 소중한 추억이다

Im back! + Sweet Memories of September 2016

harlo, i am back to taiwan for my third semester again..

after a long long summer break in my lovely home..

so, time to face the reality after fully recharged myself ^^

lots of things happened for this month,

not to forget mention that i actually kinda feeling awkward when i saw him at the airport after not meeting for the whole 2 months plus..

luckily the feeling slowly coming back again, i am still so so so liking him 😳

i am trying to adapt my life in taiwan again after all,

i dont know why i always lost my appetite whenever i move back to foreign country ...

for example, i lost my appetite for eating any korean food when i was in korea that time, and roughly i needed around 2 weeks or more to get used to it again..

same things happen when i back to taiwan here, even the food here basically is not much different from malaysia, but i guess... 

maybe i always feeling homesick that makes me lost my mood to eat lol😂

(ok, i consider that period was the best period to gamfei lor ><!) 

oh ya, i MISCOUNTED my minimum credit hours for my graduate school, oh my!

and i only realised few days ago, so i basically left 4 credit hours for the next semester, which at first i thought only 3 credit hours, but now........ hais... why am i careless one?!!

this makes me feel quite stressful these few days, cuz i need to take two subjects plus my thesis next semester, i am afraid that i wouldnt have enough time for my thesis T.T

nah, its ok! things will be getting BETTER and SMOOTHER right i guess? 😓😓

NEXT,

some good memories that i would like to blog about.. 😄

that day, where we departed to the beach in the midnight.. 

i got really excited for that cuz it was a super random dating and decision..

nobody was there except us, like we owning the whole beach^^

and you can do anything you want like screaming and shooting crazy video (but its not available here lol 😂）

super windy + super syok

my crazy partner and partner in crime always.. 😍

and TODAY,

we went for picnic with his sister's family

super cozy weather to have picnic beside the lake side

it was also the first time i been to the 石門水庫

notice the two cute kids in the photos?

they was one of my favourite kids recently, especially the boy.

cuz he is so guai sitting there, will not make any noise playing on his own,

super duper cute when he always uses his big eyes looking at you,

trying to look out who are you, even to his own parents hahaha 😂😂

Autumn is the best period for the year, and my most liking weather,

cuz it feels comfortable to do everything, eg picnic, travelling or even exercising!!

it was a nice experience for me, first time to have picnic in TW,

totally different feelings compared to those i had in korea before i swear!

i definitely would like to do this again in the future, but of coz not in Malaysia la.. i guess i would melt under the hot sun in Msia lol 😂

oh ya, we went for 羊肉爐again before back to home just now..

its like a perfect ending for this whole trip..

with the favourite people and favourite food i had for the whole trip^^

and this!!!

macdonald mcflurry tw version..

of coz the taste wasnt much differ from msia one, but i am noting down this becuz somebody purposely bought this for me surprisingly yesterday.

so, the story began with i was tvb ing in his room while he went out dabao food for his dad,

the time he back, he came into the room, hiding this behind him,

and then he asked what is on the floor to me ( where he put this on the floor and then ran out the room quickly lol)...

i was so surprised when i saw this cuz i had been telling him i want to eat mcflurry that morning, 

and the most funny thing was,

he was actually sneak peeking me outside the door, to observe my reaction when i saw that mcflurry that he bought.. OMG!!!

so damn childish and so funny..

i really dont get why he could that childish which is totally does not match with his age lol 😂😂

ok la, there are still lots of small things happened that only we both know,,

for example, that day on the way when he fetched me to his house,

he saw there was a cotton candy stall selling beside the road, and he stopped his car right away and ask me did i see the cotton candy selling there? 

LOL, he really understand me so so much, he knows i love sweet things, and he knows i would be really happy to buy the cotton candy back too.. so he stopped his car purposely for me to buy it haha..

big thumbs up for him! 孺子可教也真的😁😁

最後附上他的X-man 照片一張作為今天的ending😂😂

我們都很幸運

有沒有想過，其實我們都很幸運？

我們很幸運，因為有愛我們的家人在我們身邊，
我們很幸運，因為有愛我們的朋友互相守候著，
我們很幸運，因為我們擁有健全的四肢，可以說走就走，
我們很幸運，因為我們還有時間可以發呆去想像以後想要的未來，
我們很幸遇，因為我們不必承受挨餓、或者是活在亂世裡，
我們真的很幸遇，
無須羨慕或妒忌他人，我們只要愛著自己，
我們隨時都可以很開心的大笑及大哭。

記得他告訴過我，為什麼要羨慕有錢人，
他們其實和我們一樣，有著各種不同大大小小的事情在煩惱，
無論人在什麼階段、什麼身分都有自己的使命和責任。
我們不用羨慕彼此，只要做好自己就行。


在台灣生活的日子將近一年了，這段期間有著很多好與不好的事情，
我很慶幸我都一一撐下來了，
當然我知道面對這些大大小小的事情時，我並不是一個人，
我有愛我的人在身邊，有著從家鄉來的精神上的支援，
這些都是讓我可以堅持下來的主要因素。


那麼，
接下來的一年，我們再一起加油！






後記：我覺得2016這一年發生很多足以讓我們生活截然不同的大小事，儘管如此，我依然相信只要心近路不遠，
無論是家人、朋友們還是愛人，
只要大家心念一致，未來的日子依舊感情不變。